Friday, November 30, 2007

Fellow students of religion...

Inside the Eagle and Child. We went here last night after our 'German society' function got cancelled. Therese had promised Alex and I some strange german drink that you lit on fire, and a german movie. But, alas.
In the inside of the Eagle and Child, candles were lit. Therese almost lit her hair on fire on one of these candles. Luckily I saved her.
Alright, here is proof of other students who are in my course. There are only five of us, so we are a rare species here at Oxford, and within the theology department we are a tiny minority. Alex is studying Hinduism and Buddism, and Therese is studying Islam and Christianity. And although we are studying different religions, we can all share a friendly beer together. Pluralism at its finest. Oh they are wonderful, and although I love my Said Business School friends who live with me, it is nice to rant and rave about religion and culture over a beer rather than listening hopelessly to stories of management training, or 'going into Banking', or consulting.
I look completely crazy here. I was fake laughing to show that we were having a good time, and Therese is actually laughing. German laughing. In German. She is from Berlin.
Alex is so sad because he is leaving us Monday to visit his girlfriend who is working on her dissertation in Argentina... (her and Alex are fellow Cambridge alumni. Those people are so smart.)
Here I am looking sad. Alex said I looked like one of those covers of an afterschool special video. Like I have done something 'bad' and am now pondering how I can turn my life around.

Thursday, November 29, 2007

Oxford town

I always wonder who put so much effort into every single intricate detail of walls and doors and door frames and gates, and etc. etc. Nothing here is boring. But that would get expensive. I am glad these buildings havn't been torn down in place of new sterile ones.
Walking in between the old and the new Bodleian library. I am not sure what the building is straight ahead.
The red phone booths. They are wonderful. When I first got here, I used my phone card to call Eric in the closest phone booth to my hostile, and unfortunately it wasn't a red one. So, I have yet to make a call in a red phone booth. But I love them.

The Oxford playhouse (above) and the other end of the street. The sun was just so pretty this morning I just took a few pics as I was walking to class and back.

I have a tutorial in Christ Church College. In the mornings, I walk by this open door (above) and look out to this picturesque view... it is so beautiful.
A pub down the street from our college. I ate pizza here once for like 6 pounds, and it was a mini pizza that had very little cheese and the sauce tasted distinctly like English food. This is why I do not eat out, or snack out.

Noor and I at the women's pub exchange. This is Trinity College's bar. I think. Every college has a bar. Some better than others. This one looked like it was from a movie.
I think this is St. Cross College, not sure. But I walk by it on the way to Blackwell's books and I always want to go in and sit on their lawn furniture. (We can't walk on our lawn). But I hear that in the spring we can play croquet on the lawns of Keble College (my college).

Monday, November 26, 2007

the term ends...

Alright, term ends here. Well, Friday. But, as we all know term really ends when your last big push (test, term paper) is through. Today I finished my last paper for the term. I know you are all like, didn't she just start? Yes, I feel like I just started. Terms here last 8 weeks. So, total we are in full term 24 weeks a year. Which means I get to come home for Christmas! I am very excited. Now is the time to begin reading books to prepare for my dissertation (Jesus), my three big Judaism papers due in June, and catch up on some reading for the nature of religion.

I think I am going to London next week... that should be exciting...I havn't gone yet.

So, for now I will be hanging out, reading, shopping (christmas is approaching), drinking coffee, and finishing up my last few lectures / tutorials. Yae!

Last Friday I turned in an application for a studentship, ie. scholarship. Looks like the theology faculty found some extra money for this current year... so... fingers crossed, the application was stressful because I only had two weeks to get letters of reccomendation, a DPhil research proposal, writing sample, letters from college about my current financial situation, resume etc... Well, I did it! So, I am happy that I at least made the effort to apply, and we will see what happens. I was so happy when I fiinally packaged it all up I took a picture of it.













Crazy week. I also had a presentation in my tutorial this last week. That consists of talking about the paper you've written for about 45 minutes in front of your tutor and my 4 other graduate classmates (in my course). It went well, really well in fact.

Whenever I have to do a presentation, I have to wear a turtleneck because I get very nervous and my entire neck and upper chest turns blotchy bright red. So... if you ever see my neck do that, you know I am nervous, and short of breath. It is still a little embarassing... I usually wear glasses so my contacts don't go blurry on me while trying to read my notes, and a turtleneck or scarf so I am not extra self conscious about my nervous neck rash. Oh, I bet you didn't know that. I am sure someday this will subside, when I am a teacher... hopefully.

Thursday, November 22, 2007

Black Tie Dinner

Today is Thanksgiving in the states and I missed it. Luckily we had our black tie dinner tonight for the MCR. (Middle Common Room, which means graduate students in Keble College.) It was really nice because everyone got dressed up and had a really nice meal together with pre and post dinner drinks.
This is Erin (blonde) and Nora. They live down the hall from me. MBA students. Nora is from Saudi Arabia, and Erin is from Chicago.













By the end of the meal I had been served: white wine - to go with salad, red wine - to go with meat/main meal, Port (distilled wine) - to go with the white and dark chocolate dessert, and finally, coffee. The other glass is water. Just in case you get thirsty. Before dinner we had champagne. (Before dinner drinks of course in the MCR)

As you can see I drank mostly white wine. The Port was really really rich. It tasted like sherry.

Dinner in hall.

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

I am excited...


to see Eric! in exactly 3 weeks!
Being apart is hard. But seeing each other is fun!

Saturday, November 17, 2007

Green's Cafe, Eagle and Child, Old Car?

I went for a walk today to get out of my room for a while. I went for a latte and read my book, then took a tour of the shops a few blocks away in the city center. As I was taking this pic in the middle of the road a bus honked at me from behind. I am not quite used to the cars on the left hand side of the road yet.


A few blocks from our graduate housing:


Greens Cafe: My favorite place. Lattes, free wi-fi, two upstairs (small) rooms for eating/studying. Plus they won't kick you out.


Eagle and Child: the haunt of the 'inklings' a writers group mid century that included the likes of J.R.R. Tolkein and C.S. Lewis.
This is the street of apartments behind St. Giles. A block over from my block... Its a nice way to walk home from city center without so many people.


I saw this car on the way to town. I like it. The wood paneling looks like it is an original feature of the car. I have no idea what make or model. Anyone know?

Thursday, November 15, 2007

Does religion exist?

Yes of course, especially if I am in a course called the study of religion... but maybe not?

Something to ponder...

Notes I took (some is quoted, some not) from Timothy Fitzgerald's "The Ideology of Religious Studies" for a paper:

The concept of religion is an ideological construct as part of a wider historical process of western imperialism, colonialism, and neocolonialism. Ideologically loaded distiniction between realm of religion and the realm of non-religion or the secular. By constructing religion and religions, the imagined secular world of objective fact – societies and markets. This modern ideology is far more important because it needs to be legitimated as a part of the real world of nature and rational self-realization that all ‘underdeveloped’ societies are conceived as evolving towards. P8. The world of natural rationality is an ideological construction

primitive cultures can adopt this natural reality to be considered fully rational by:
a. Adopting this western notion of separation between the religious and secular
b. Place their traditional values in departments of religion, objects of nostalgia
c. Thus clearing cognitive space in their culture for putatively value-free scientific facts, for the natural world of autonomous individuals maximizing their rational self-interest in capitalist markets, democratic institutions, and the values of a civil society. But then this looks like a religion too…. And the term ends up vague

So, I come here to study religion. The first thing I write about is how religion is a ideological constuction of N. Atlantic imperialism. It is something we made up. It is the separation of normal states of culture including symbols, rituals, ideas of a transcendent, politics, economy etc., into a dichotomy of opposites - the sacred and the profane. A dichotomy which may or may not exist in reality.

This is me pondering by the way. I have to add pictures to keep it interesting. Not that my face is really that interesting, but this way you can visualize the scenario of me thinking rather deeply... :)

Oh this is a funny field.
I am having a great time, learning a new vocabulary:

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Books books... I now live in books

This is the book that I am reading aside from my normal coursework. I have this guy as a tutor next term and I hear he is like super scholar and I should try and be prepared. I meet with him independantly to study Judaism. I am interested in like late second temple, basically the time and culture of Jesus. So this will work really well with my Christianity dissertation I will be doing this summer on the historical figure of Jesus. SO I am page 13, and it is only 600 pages. I will keep you posted (or the one person who reads my blog) as to how far I get. Because I have a hard time finishing books, and I would feel really good if I could get through this one...so, as I am not being made to read this, I need some motivational factor. Because it is totally interesting I just have this mind block I really need to get over.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

for your viewing pleasure

Jeff Tweedy at the Crystal. I wasn't at this show, but his next show in Eugene a day or two later. There is a DVD of Jeff Tweedy touring solo through the northwest called Sunken Treasure. So, go watch it. I bought it for myself before I left here to England, during the final days of Music Millenium on 23rd in Portland. Sad.

I just love this song, and every now and then I go on youtube and watch this video because it makes me happy.

Monday, November 12, 2007

Cold + hat = warm head


I got a hat the other day because it is so cold here now. Although it has been sunny more than Oregon, it just get pretty cold.
Eric said that I look like a grandma in this picture. Which if fine. Maybe I do. But I did get a new hat which I am excited about!
Yae! Warm head!

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

Radiohead String Quartet etc. etc. etc.

So I just went to a performance sponsored by the Keble Music Society. It was the one of the most beautiful things I have ever seen.

Radiohead's KID A perforemed by the "stellar string quartet" and piano, kaoss pad played by Stephen Polydorou. All arrangements by Stephen Polydorou.

40 or so people were seated in a small room with a long oriental rug and two lamps in front of a grand piano fashioned with cables running to a kaoss pad on top of it. The string quartet sat to the right of the piano man. They all looked very english, but who knows.

At one point, the piano player and two of the string quartet people were all playing on the piano at once. After the end of that song, the piano player's fingers had actually bled all over the piano, so much that he had to take a minute to clean the piano. At another point, while the string section was playing, the piano player put 4 or 5 things inside of the piano to change the sound of certain keys. I guess I have never sat so close to that kind of music. I have never seen someone play piano that quickly. Oh it was just amazing. The sound in that room was incredible (it was a recital room).

Wine was served afterwards. Which seems to be very common here at Oxford. I am told that each college has its own special wine. I have a lecture series (documentaries are played on various religious traditions) on monday nights in which we are served elderflower or our choice of red or white wine. Let me tell you after you have walked in the dark and cold to a seminar, it is very nice to be offered a glass of red wine.

I am always recieving emails about different events going on. It seems at Oxford, the battle is not just getting your work done, but balancing your work with all of the opportunities that come your way. A few weeks ago I went to a BBC taping of a show called "Big Questions". It was right down the street from me. The few days before the taping I kept getting phone calls from "Jamie" at the BBC asking me if I had any specific religion, if I held any public offices, or if I had any questions for the singer who would be appearing on the show. After I stated that I was protestant/ no/ and I didn't know of the singer, "Jamie" proceeded to ask me I was enclined to ask the singer a question anyways. I politely declined.

Yesterday was quite a highlight, as I went to a "briefing" (what they call a one time lecture sometimes. I was definately the youngest one there, probably by 40 years). The briefing was ono the possibility of peace in the holy land. Professor Shai Feldman spoke, who is on the UN Secretary General's Advisory Board on Disarmament Matters.

Ya, that says UN. Man it was like being on NPR, or CNN. Except is was in a quaint wood panelled room of Harris Manchester College with tea and sandwiches welcoming us. The 10 or so of us sat in a circle in wooden chairs. Believe me I did not ask any questions. I just ate my cute little sandwich, drank my tea and listened.

I also attend a "Ladies Tea" night in the MCR (the middle common room, a common room for graduate students, which is straight out of the Dead Poets Society). Usually there are about 10 of us graduate girls who get together on Thursday nights sit in the brown leather couches to drink tea with milk and eat chocolates. Now I am not the biggest fan of chocolate, but, I mean come on, in this context you have to love it.

In case you are interested...WHat I do: I have about 4 or 5 lectures / seminars I go to per week, 1 tutorial every week on the nature of religion, and one tutorial I go to every other week for Christianity. Lectures are one hour, the professor talks and hands you a paper with quotes, comments, and a bibliography. There are no assignments or tests for lectures. Tutorials are about an hour long where you and maybe a couple students present and discuss your papers. You write 2000 word papers for each one every week or every other week, depending.

My Christianity professor is brilliant, disheveled, and somewhat unnerving at first. The first day we met in his office to discuss when we would meet. He was kind of like when can you meet? and then he was like, "right, well, if we are studying Christianity, I guess we had better start with Jesus. Is there anyone here (there are 3 of us) who would like to do that?" I said I would. He then said ok, well how about the question "What should we know or can we know about the figure of Jesus?" I nodded and scribbled. He then said well you should probably read, Bultmann ... and there is a good book by... He proceeded to list four or five books I was to read and 'get back to them' the following week. I quickly wrote the books down. That was basically our first meeting. My other tutorial is more structured.

We kept being told the first week that Oxford is convoluted and fragmented. So ask questions.

Sunday, November 4, 2007

Halloween

Halloween:::::::::

I really miss Oregon in the fall because you get to go to the pumpkin patch and pick out a pumpkin and carve it. But...Eric was nice enough to go to the pumpkin patch with his family and pick out a pumpkin for me too! I went online and picked out a sketch of a kitty on a moon for my pattern, and Eric carved it for me. This is a picture of my pumpkin (in the middle) in Eric's kitchen with his and his mom's pumkin on either side. Yae!



I have been trying to save my money, so I eat sandwiches twice a day with coffee of course! But, on Halloween day, I bought a pumpkin tart from the patisserie across the street. I took a picture of it. It was absolutely heavenly. Pumpkin and squash are my favorite tastes.








This halloween I studied. Here are some books that I was reading last week. That is basically all I did last week: read these books. Then I wrote a paper about it.

So, the Saturday after Halloween St. Thomas' College had a bop (that is what they call parties here I guess) for a good cause. So we all dressed up and danced like crazy. I was dressed up as Chrissy from Three's Company. All the guys had to dress up like girls. All of the guys were so courageous and had on wigs and lipstick. Oh it was so funny, they really went ALL OUT. The picture down below you can see a few guys as ballerinas, princesses, etc. etc. I guess the girls were supposed to dress up as boys, but we didn't get that memo.