Friday, November 30, 2007
Fellow students of religion...
Thursday, November 29, 2007
Oxford town
Noor and I at the women's pub exchange. This is Trinity College's bar. I think. Every college has a bar. Some better than others. This one looked like it was from a movie.Monday, November 26, 2007
the term ends...
I think I am going to London next week... that should be exciting...I havn't gone yet.
So, for now I will be hanging out, reading, shopping (christmas is approaching), drinking coffee, and finishing up my last few lectures / tutorials. Yae!
Last Friday I turned in an application for a studentship, ie. scholarship. Looks like the theology faculty found some extra money for this current year... so... fingers crossed, the application was stressful because I only had two weeks to get letters of reccomendation, a DPhil research proposal, writing sample, letters from college about my current financial situation, resume etc... Well, I did it! So, I am happy that I at least made the effort to apply, and we will see what happens. I was so happy when I fiinally packaged it all up I took a picture of it.
Crazy week. I also had a presentation in my tutorial this last week. That consists of talking about the paper you've written for about 45 minutes in front of your tutor and my 4 other graduate classmates (in my course). It went well, really well in fact.
Whenever I have to do a presentation, I have to wear a turtleneck because I get very nervous and my entire neck and upper chest turns blotchy bright red. So... if you ever see my neck do that, you know I am nervous, and short of breath. It is still a little embarassing... I usually wear glasses so my contacts don't go blurry on me while trying to read my notes, and a turtleneck or scarf so I am not extra self conscious about my nervous neck rash. Oh, I bet you didn't know that. I am sure someday this will subside, when I am a teacher... hopefully.
Thursday, November 22, 2007
Black Tie Dinner
This is Erin (blonde) and Nora. They live down the hall from me. MBA students. Nora is from Saudi Arabia, and Erin is from Chicago.
By the end of the meal I had been served: white wine - to go with salad, red wine - to go with meat/main meal, Port (distilled wine) - to go with the white and dark chocolate dessert, and finally, coffee. The other glass is water. Just in case you get thirsty. Before dinner we had champagne. (Before dinner drinks of course in the MCR)
As you can see I drank mostly white wine. The Port was really really rich. It tasted like sherry.
Dinner in hall.
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Saturday, November 17, 2007
Green's Cafe, Eagle and Child, Old Car?

Thursday, November 15, 2007
Does religion exist?
Something to ponder...
Notes I took (some is quoted, some not) from Timothy Fitzgerald's "The Ideology of Religious Studies" for a paper:
The concept of religion is an ideological construct as part of a wider historical process of western imperialism, colonialism, and neocolonialism. Ideologically loaded distiniction between realm of religion and the realm of non-religion or the secular. By constructing religion and religions, the imagined secular world of objective fact – societies and markets. This modern ideology is far more important because it needs to be legitimated as a part of the real world of nature and rational self-realization that all ‘underdeveloped’ societies are conceived as evolving towards. P8. The world of natural rationality is an ideological construction
– primitive cultures can adopt this natural reality to be considered fully rational by:
a. Adopting this western notion of separation between the religious and secular
b. Place their traditional values in departments of religion, objects of nostalgia
c. Thus clearing cognitive space in their culture for putatively value-free scientific facts, for the natural world of autonomous individuals maximizing their rational self-interest in capitalist markets, democratic institutions, and the values of a civil society. But then this looks like a religion too…. And the term ends up vague
This is me pondering by the way. I have to add pictures to keep it interesting. Not that my face is really that interesting, but this way you can visualize the scenario of me thinking rather deeply... :)
Oh this is a funny field.
I am having a great time, learning a new vocabulary:
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
Books books... I now live in books
This is the book that I am reading aside from my normal coursework. I have this guy as a tutor next term and I hear he is like super scholar and I should try and be prepared. I meet with him independantly to study Judaism. I am interested in like late second temple, basically the time and culture of Jesus. So this will work really well with my Christianity dissertation I will be doing this summer on the historical figure of Jesus. SO I am page 13, and it is only 600 pages. I will keep you posted (or the one person who reads my blog) as to how far I get. Because I have a hard time finishing books, and I would feel really good if I could get through this one...so, as I am not being made to read this, I need some motivational factor. Because it is totally interesting I just have this mind block I really need to get over.
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
for your viewing pleasure
Jeff Tweedy at the Crystal. I wasn't at this show, but his next show in Eugene a day or two later. There is a DVD of Jeff Tweedy touring solo through the northwest called Sunken Treasure. So, go watch it. I bought it for myself before I left here to England, during the final days of Music Millenium on 23rd in Portland. Sad.
I just love this song, and every now and then I go on youtube and watch this video because it makes me happy.
Monday, November 12, 2007
Cold + hat = warm head
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
Radiohead String Quartet etc. etc. etc.
Radiohead's KID A perforemed by the "stellar string quartet" and piano, kaoss pad played by Stephen Polydorou. All arrangements by Stephen Polydorou.
40 or so people were seated in a small room with a long oriental rug and two lamps in front of a grand piano fashioned with cables running to a kaoss pad on top of it. The string quartet sat to the right of the piano man. They all looked very english, but who knows.
At one point, the piano player and two of the string quartet people were all playing on the piano at once. After the end of that song, the piano player's fingers had actually bled all over the piano, so much that he had to take a minute to clean the piano. At another point, while the string section was playing, the piano player put 4 or 5 things inside of the piano to change the sound of certain keys. I guess I have never sat so close to that kind of music. I have never seen someone play piano that quickly. Oh it was just amazing. The sound in that room was incredible (it was a recital room).
Wine was served afterwards. Which seems to be very common here at Oxford. I am told that each college has its own special wine. I have a lecture series (documentaries are played on various religious traditions) on monday nights in which we are served elderflower or our choice of red or white wine. Let me tell you after you have walked in the dark and cold to a seminar, it is very nice to be offered a glass of red wine.
I am always recieving emails about different events going on. It seems at Oxford, the battle is not just getting your work done, but balancing your work with all of the opportunities that come your way. A few weeks ago I went to a BBC taping of a show called "Big Questions". It was right down the street from me. The few days before the taping I kept getting phone calls from "Jamie" at the BBC asking me if I had any specific religion, if I held any public offices, or if I had any questions for the singer who would be appearing on the show. After I stated that I was protestant/ no/ and I didn't know of the singer, "Jamie" proceeded to ask me I was enclined to ask the singer a question anyways. I politely declined.
Yesterday was quite a highlight, as I went to a "briefing" (what they call a one time lecture sometimes. I was definately the youngest one there, probably by 40 years). The briefing was ono the possibility of peace in the holy land. Professor Shai Feldman spoke, who is on the UN Secretary General's Advisory Board on Disarmament Matters.
Ya, that says UN. Man it was like being on NPR, or CNN. Except is was in a quaint wood panelled room of Harris Manchester College with tea and sandwiches welcoming us. The 10 or so of us sat in a circle in wooden chairs. Believe me I did not ask any questions. I just ate my cute little sandwich, drank my tea and listened.
I also attend a "Ladies Tea" night in the MCR (the middle common room, a common room for graduate students, which is straight out of the Dead Poets Society). Usually there are about 10 of us graduate girls who get together on Thursday nights sit in the brown leather couches to drink tea with milk and eat chocolates. Now I am not the biggest fan of chocolate, but, I mean come on, in this context you have to love it.
In case you are interested...WHat I do: I have about 4 or 5 lectures / seminars I go to per week, 1 tutorial every week on the nature of religion, and one tutorial I go to every other week for Christianity. Lectures are one hour, the professor talks and hands you a paper with quotes, comments, and a bibliography. There are no assignments or tests for lectures. Tutorials are about an hour long where you and maybe a couple students present and discuss your papers. You write 2000 word papers for each one every week or every other week, depending.
My Christianity professor is brilliant, disheveled, and somewhat unnerving at first. The first day we met in his office to discuss when we would meet. He was kind of like when can you meet? and then he was like, "right, well, if we are studying Christianity, I guess we had better start with Jesus. Is there anyone here (there are 3 of us) who would like to do that?" I said I would. He then said ok, well how about the question "What should we know or can we know about the figure of Jesus?" I nodded and scribbled. He then said well you should probably read, Bultmann ... and there is a good book by... He proceeded to list four or five books I was to read and 'get back to them' the following week. I quickly wrote the books down. That was basically our first meeting. My other tutorial is more structured.
We kept being told the first week that Oxford is convoluted and fragmented. So ask questions.
Sunday, November 4, 2007
Halloween
I really miss Oregon in the fall because you get to go to the pumpkin patch and pick out a pumpkin and carve it. But...Eric was nice enough to go to the pumpkin patch with his family and pick out a pumpkin for me too! I went online and picked out a sketch of a kitty on a moon for my pattern, and Eric carved it for me. This is a picture of my pumpkin (in the middle) in Eric's kitchen with his and his mom's pumkin on either side. Yae!
I have been trying to save my money, so I eat sandwiches twice a day with coffee of course! But, on Halloween day, I bought a pumpkin tart from the patisserie across the street. I took a picture of it. It was absolutely heavenly. Pumpkin and squash are my favorite tastes.
This halloween I studied. Here are some books that I was reading last week. That is basically all I did last week: read these books. Then I wrote a paper about it.